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First United Pentecostal
Church of Rogers, AR
2200 South 13th Street
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Testimonies from some members of the church
The testimony of
Roberta Zehm, 11/2/04
This
story begins in Poplar Bluff, Mo. My husband is a contractor, and we were in the
process of building us a new home in a subdivision that he was developing. The
subcontractors had just finished framing and putting the roof on the house.
It
was Saturday and we had gone to work in the garden we had planted on a lot
beside our soon to be new home. We had two children: Sky who was 2 at that time,
and Jimmy who was 5. While we worked in the garden it began to rain. Since it
was just a summer shower, we let the boys play in the rain. When we started to
get wet, we decided to go into the garage. Sky had no shirt on and like most
little boys in the summer, no shoes.
Contractors sometimes run electrical wire from the meter on the pole and
put a plug on the end, to plug in their equipment. They usually just wrap the
connection with electric tape.
As
we got into the garage we heard Sky whimpering. Looking around we saw that he
had picked up a plug-in with a wire connected to pole. The wire had worn through
the electrical tape and he stood with it in his had unable to let go. Only by
the grace of God did my husband know to run to the pole and cut the electricity
off. The connection was a 220-volt. Had any of us touched him we may have been
killed. When the electricity was cut off, the plug fell from his hand. My
husband ran and picked him up. He looked at this dad and said, “That hort”.
We checked his back and all over his body and there was no harm. Even his hand
was not burned.
We
had only had the Holy Ghost for a short wile, but God showed himself strong in
our behalf. Some people tried to explain it away, but he was wet, had no shirt
or shoes on and was standing on a concrete floor. God still works miracles!
Sky
is grown now. He and his wife Jackie attend the United Pentecostal Church of
Rogers, AR.
The testimony of Lynn Powell, 11/2/04
I
grew up on a wonderful church. They loved the Lord and cherished His word. They
taught me to believe because the Bible said so. We covered every facet of life
with the Word of God and I knew I could trust Him.
But there were areas of the Scripture that I had problems with in the New
Testament. When I would ask questions about the experiences in the book of Acts,
particularly the issue of speaking in tongues, I was told that it had ceased
because we had the Word of God and didn’t need it. But I knew it happened to
people because I was there in prayer meetings when it happened.
The
more I studied, the more God increased a hunger in my heart to have this
scriptural experience and I saw that it was a sign of God’s Spirit in my life.
(Acts 2:40,45-46) I not only wanted, it I needed it, Romans 8:9.
I
prayed and fasted and God gloriously filled me just like on the day of
Pentecost, Acts 2:4. I had never felt such a joy and a power in my life and I
knew it was real and my spirit had truly been reborn. I sincerely believe that
if those that believe on Him as the scripture says, John 7:37-39, and open
their heart, they would find their own Pentecost.
Have
you received the Holy Ghost since you believed? Acts 19:2
The
testimony of Michael Leon, 11/2/04
Hello,
my name is Michael Leon. I am part of the outreach team and also the Sunday
morning bus driver of the Untied Pentecostal church. I haven’t always been in
church however. Unfortunately and sad to say, I haven’t always walked with
God. I started my childhood like most of our children today, where parents
divorce at an early age. It was an adjustment, but nothing that couldn’t be
worked through. My life however was about to take a small turn for the worse. I
did not know it at the time but the choice I was fixing to make was going to
take me on a road I didn’t imagine ever being on. When I was 12 years old my
sister’s boyfriend offered to smoke a joint with me. I had never gotten high
before so the thought somewhat intrigued me. I mean I had smoked cigarettes
before but that was about the height of my rebellion. Well let me tell you I
tried it for the first time and it wasn’t the last. I liked getting high, and
I quickly turned into a regular thing along with drinking at an early age. When
I turned 15 I moved out of Oklahoma and retuned to my home state that was
Kansas. After being there for a while I hooked up with an old friend of mine who
belonged to a local neighborhood gang called the PIRV Bloods. I was initiated
not too long after that into their set or gang as some would call it, from then
on the road got harder and harder. By the time I was 19, I was kicked out of
school for selling drugs, tagged by the Police a gang member and well, other
things I’m not too proud of. To top that off my dad died of liver failure. I
felt so miserable and empty. There were times I would wander off by myself and
cry, wishing that all the pain and loneliness would leave. But something
happened that would change my life forever. A friend of mine was accused of a
serous crime and needed a place to hide, so I took him to where my stepbrother
stayed. My mother came over a few days later. She had gotten involved with a
Pentecostal church in Rogers, Arkansas. She knew something was up and began to
talk to me. Then all of a sudden it was like God began to speak through her and
she began to speak to my pain and my friends as well. She invited us to the
U.P.C. of Rogers. We went that night and the power of God was so strong there.
Conviction was there and I was tried of running from God. I went to the altar
and broke down asking God to forgive me for all that I have done. I looked over
at my friend and he had his hands up worshipping God. I couldn’t believe it,
this young man was tougher than nails, he didn’t have a strong Christian
background as a matter of fact, his dad was Muslim, but he was also impacted by
the power of God. The next day the police caught up with us and we both went to
jail. One night while I was in jail I realized that all my doings were in vain,
it had gotten me nowhere but jail time, facing up to six years in the pen. I
told God if he could help me I would serve him, and guess what he did, I got out
of jail. I got out of jail and 2 weeks later I was baptized in Jesus name and
two weeks after that God filled me with the baptism of the Holy Ghost with the
evidence of speaking in other tongues, just like the Bible says. I look back on
my life, I have three friends in jail for murder, and one who was murdered, and
the only difference between them and me was I had a praying mother and a
merciful savior who said. “2PET 3:9 - The Lord is not slack concerning his
promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not
willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.” There
truly is peace, joy and righteousness in the Holy Ghost. If you have a hungry
heart God will not let you down. He will be there if you’ve tired everything
and everything else has failed try Jesus, he is the water that you’ll drink
and never thirst again.
The Testimony of Katie Leon, 11/2/04
At
the ripe age of 23, I realized that I have lived a lifetime. Born and raised in
St. Louis, Mo, I was reared in a widely accepted religion. Some of the closest
and most admired friends I’ve had have come out of my years learning about the
love of God at my church. My
true relationship with God, however, did not begin until much later in my life.
Unfortunately, I have always been one of those stubborn souls that must
be completely broken before
I will even consider that I might be in over my head and enlist help. Between a
series of drug addictions, family problems and alcohol abuse, I found myself in
that place that I had always claimed I’d never be. Broken and out of control.
I had tried everything that the doctors had prescribed but despite their best
efforts I suffered with panic attacks and overwhelming fear. I knew just enough
to know that my only help or hope laid in getting a hold of God and obtaining
mercy on my ever-worsening situation.
I
found myself at a Pentecostal altar. I
had been invited previously and thought it was just familiar enough to try
again. I wasn’t sure about a whole lot but I knew at least that I felt God in
the services and that’ all I needed to know at that point. It was a Wednesday
night and I had come once again. Resolving that I would change my life if only
God would help me to take away the fear and the panic attacks. At the altar
service I went once again and knelt in desperation. Five precious children of
God and I prayed and prayed but I just couldn’t seem to get anywhere. I was so
emotionally dead that I could not even cry. One of my now dearest friends
grabbed my hands and in talking told me to go back to Calvary. When I envisioned
Jesus hanging on that cross so that I may be free, I was able to cry. I raised
my hands and loved the Lord as he gloriously filled me with his beautiful Holy
Spirit. I have never had another panic attack since that night. My life has
completely changed as I live an overcoming life of victory and peace through the
strength of Jesus. I will never be the same and I will never go back. I thank
God always for his beautiful gift and love Him with all my heart. Peace I
leave with you, my peace I give unto you; not as the world giveth, give I unto
you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. John 17:27.
The testimony of Tammy Singer,
11/2/04
I attend the Roger’s United Pentecostal Church. I was not
raised in a family that went to church. Even though my mom believes that there
is a God, neither she nor my dad went to church. When I was about 8 or 9, maybe
even 10, I was invited to a Baptist church. The church bus came along every
Sunday to pick me up. I was in Awanas while attending there. Maybe that is why I
have such a love for the ministry we have in our church called Bible Quizzing.
The thing I do remember during the time I went to church was hanging out with
our youth. I do remember having a conversation about dances and going to the
movies. At that time the Baptist did not believe in participating in those
activities. As time went on I drifted away from church and just kind of live
life. Even though I lived in sin I felt like I was a good person.
I really never gave heaven and hell much thought. I guess that makes me
all the more grateful for God’s grace that he shows me every day. As time went
on I got married and we went on through our life just living one day at a time.
A move from California to Arkansas was about to change all that. My husband got
a job first at Wal-Mart and started working with a guy named Danny McCracken. He
went to the Roger’s United Pentecostal Church. First he became friends with
him, and then began talking to my husband, Terry, about the Lord. Well I then
got a job at Wal-Mart and the Lord placed my in the very same department as
Danny McCracken’s wife, Amelia. The definitely wasn’t coincidence.
Especially if you knew how many departments there are and how many people work
there. And Amelia had no idea who I was or that I was even looking for a job. So
to make a long story short we started having a Bible study and saw our need to
be baptized in Jesus name. Even at this point we didn’t see the need to attend
a Pentecostal church. Remember I was raised Baptist somewhat and my husband was
raised Catholic. As we visited other churches and study our Bibles we begin to
see the true importance of being baptized in Jesus name and believing there is
only one God. We saw very few churches preached this. The Lord led us time after
time again back to the Roger’s United Pentecostal church. We could feel how
much love the people had for not only one another, but also for us. So now this
is our home, we have been here since 1987. Even though I have no dramatic story
of my life being from the pits of Hell, I can say God saved my soul and filled
me with the Holy Ghost and with the truth from his word.
The testimony of James VanGundy, 11/2/04
I was born September 15th, 1956. I was born
again April 30th, 1972. My old self was immersed in a watery grave of
baptism. God gloriously filled me with his Holy Spirit for the first time. This
rebirth experience was the beginning of my life as an apostolic, Pentecostal
Christian.
I
was only 15 years old. My life had not been steeped in sin. My parents never
attended church much. I had attended Sunday school on a regular basis since 7
years old – thanks to an aunt and uncle who made it a point to insure my
sister and I did attend. I had always tried to live as holy a life as I humanly
could. I had working class parents that loved me and provided a decent
environment for growth. I had that good ole American work ethic instilled in me.
My high school life was moving in a lot of good directions – a 3.96 GPA and
membership in some good social and academic clubs.
It seemed like I was heading in the right direction of the good life. My
biggest problem was an insatiable curiosity about almost everything. I sometimes
wonder if that curiosity would have gotten me in trouble eventually, if it had
not been for Jesus Christ coming into my life in a personal way.
After
I received God’s spirit into my life, my curiosity turned toward religious
history in a big way. I read my bible even more than ever before. I questioned
all I had learned in my prior Sunday school years – even though these had been
in a United Pentecostal Church. My Senior High Sunday school teacher repeatedly
provoked the class “Don’t believer me by my words alone. Read the Bible to
prove their truth. “ My heart was driven to prove the biblical reality of my
new experience, why didn’t all “Christian” churches believe this way? Why
didn’t all “Christian” churches baptize in the name of Jesus Christ? Why
did some churches not believe in the baptism of the Holy Ghost? I found evidence
of my same beliefs all throughout the history of the Church.
I read how human minds had corrupted God’s true Word in times past. I
discovered how the ebb and flow of time continually tried to hide Truth, but
somehow the light always found a way to shine away the darkness.
Being mortal, I’ve not always led a perfect life. Only one has and He
had to die on a cross to fulfill the Old Testaments sacrifice – an unblemished
sacrifice – for our shortcomings. But I have never been a real, bad person
either. I had always been taught to be hones and kind. I would not have made a
good drug addict either, Even now; I have a hard time just swallowing a Tylenol
tablet. God has blessed me to not have to know much about a terrible, sinful
life.
Instead,
I have to be careful lest I forget what I could have become without God in my
life. I need to constantly remember that I’ll always need God. The Church is
not a crutch in my life. It’s the Rock, the strong foundation, which I’ve
built my life upon. God is the steadying force when my world is shaken by the
storms that come to everyone. John 4:45 reminds us “He maketh His sun to rise
on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.”
I’m just an average American, with a typical American family, trying to live
the American dream. I’ll conclude with the words of the “preacher” of
Ecclesiastes 12:13 Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter. Fear God,
and keep his commandments; for this is the whole duty of man. My prayer is
that God helps you in search for life as he has helped me. Amen.
The testimony of Amy
, 1/1/07
Amy's testimony
and personal website
I was 7 years old when I think back
to the farthest memory I can remember. We did have are good times, but there
sure were things that didn’t have to happen. The yelling, cussing, fighting,
and hitting were a few of the things going on. all those times, you would want
to just get out of the house so you wouldn’t have to be near him. My mom
trying to do the best she could, but my dad was never happy with the things
she did for him. I spent as much time as I could with my mom. Never being
brought up in a house that even mentioned the word pray. Never did we once go
to church. Never was even told what a bible was or even seen one in my house.
Growing up I always felt emptiness in
my heart. Therefore, I went looking for things to fill that emptiness I felt.
I started doing this right after I turned 15. I met my first boyfriend who was
19 at the time. I had love, affection, acceptance, and happiness at that time.
However, it only last so long until the bad comes in and you start searching
again. Throughout many years from the time I was 15 to the age of 21, I always
felt this emptiness in my heart. Searching, seeking, and wanting to be
fulfilled. Having to deal with mental, emotional, and physical abuse from
people, I allowed in my life. I was always out searching for that love that
would fill my heart up. Had many friends, many boyfriends, and had things that
seemed to make me happy for only a season. I was always sad, depressed, and
never truly happy. I longed for the day for my heart to feel joy, love, to
know answers, acceptance, and happiness.
I was out at the bars at age 21
trying to "fit" in with many others. I felt an acceptance that I
thought would make me happy. That only lasted until I was out searching
again. I did not understand why life was this way. I started talking with a
few people online who went to church. I realized not everyone is out doing
these other things. That there is a reason why I am on this earth and I wanted
to find out what it was. I met people offline who went to church and learned a
little bit about what the bible was. I started going to church around March
11th of 2002. I realized that there was more to life then trying to be
accepted. Life was not all about ME, drinking, sex, affection, bars, fitting
in, hanging out with friends, and doing things others did. Spending more time
with the ones, I met offline; I realized I really could be happy IF I WANTED
TO BE. A few things I realized I had to do first.
I learned that there is Heaven and
Hell. I learned a little bit about who Jesus was. I was very confused and did
not understand why God would send His son here to DIE and go through horrible
things. I then spoke with a friend of mine on the phone on March 26th 2002 and
he explained to me why Jesus came here. He explained to me who Adam and Eve
were. He told me about what they did and how we are all born into a SINFUL
nature. I learned many things I did not know. With time I learned even more.
Right after I got off the phone with
my friend, went and got in the shower. I started to think about everything. I
cannot explain it but I fell down on my knees and cried out to Jesus to
forgive me of all my horrible sins that I had done. I also forgave everyone in
my life that had done horrible things to me. I realized and started to
understand why Jesus came here. I could not stop praying and by the time
I got out, the emptiness in my heart was gone. I am telling you, it was all
gone! All my life searching for that one thing that would take away that
emptiness and doing this did it! Why, at this time I was not sure. The next
day I was full of joy and happiness. I could not stop being so happy. I was so
shocked of how awesome I was feeling. Something I had looked for 21 years and
I finally got it. Realizing this, the next thing I wanted to do was to learn
more about this whole bible thing and do what I can to show others what Jesus
has done for me. Every night before I went to bed I now prayed for God to give
me wisdom, knowledge, understanding, and for Him to open my eyes to see the
truth.
No one told me, but I knew the next
thing I wanted to do was to be baptized. I had this desire in my heart to get
closer to God. I never did know that after being baptized that everything
you had ever done in your past is gone in Gods eyes. After going down in those
waters a sinner you come up all-clean and washed (Romans 6:4, Acts 22:16) from
anything you have done in your past. God sees you as a new person. That night
that I prayed in the bathtub, I prayed for Him to bring me friends, a good
church, and to fill my loneliness. Just two days later God opened so many
doors for me.
(There were three steps to the
work of Christ—death, burial, and resurrection. It is very easy to see that
these three steps make up the act of being born again. To die, to be buried,
and to rise again—is to be born again. So we see that Jesus, through His
death, burial, and resurrection, bought for us the plan of being born again
spoken of in John 3:3, whereby we receive salvation. Repentance–Death,
Baptism–Burial, Holy Ghost–Resurrection. Irvin Baxter Jr., www.Endtime.com)
On March 28th 2002 my neighbor calls
me wanting to hang out. I found out that he went to church and he invited me
to an Easter play at his church that weekend. I wasn’t sure about going
because I am a very shy person about going to new places. I went back to his
house the next day and he left. I was sitting there speaking with his grandma.
She was telling that the Easter play is awesome. Well, I finally decided to go
and went on Sunday 31st of March. I really enjoy the play but never did I
realize that I would be going to this church in the next couple of days and
stay there for 6 months.
I started to attend that church in
South Bend and the first day I hated it. I did not understand anything the
pastor was talking about. I almost even fell asleep. Church was over and my
neighbors asked me how I liked it. I said, “Not really, I didn’t
understand anything he said”. They said, “Well, you have to at least come
back for each service”. Therefore, I said, “Okay” and I came back the
next service. I had to try it out. I mean what if I did like one of the
services they had. I would not want to miss that. I went to the next
service and I learned more. I still did not understand many things like; why
did the people raise their hands, why did they go up to the front, why did
they shout, and what was all that weird language coming out of their mouth
when they prayed?
I asked my neighbors and they helped
me understand a little. They were very helpful in answering all the questions
I had. They showed me biblical verses to help me understand everything that
was going on. I came back again Sunday morning and again it was great. I
started to learn more and met so many new people. I met someone later on who
became a good friend and helped me study the bible.
That Sunday night I felt a huge
desire that it was time to get baptized. It was April 7th 2002 and the person
I rode to church with wanted to leave. Therefore, we left. During that
week while I was cleaning my room I was praying, thanking God for everything
He has brought into my life. I started to pray and that weird language came
out of my mouth. Not even knowing what it was I stopped and finished cleaning
my room. Next weekend I got baptized on April 14th for the remission of my
sins in Jesus Name (Acts2:38). More and more I prayed the more I seemed
to pray in tongues and learned that I received the Holy Ghost, which is
promised to them that believe. Speaking in tongues is an outward, external
evidence, instantly observable and heard. By contrast, peace, joy,
righteousness, and spiritual fruit are inward, internal results of the
infilling that become evident with the passing of time. (Acts 1:8, Acts
2:1-4, ACTS 2:36-43, Acts 4:12, Acts 8:14-17, Acts 10:44-48, Acts 19:2-6,
Galatians 5:22-23)
I was happier then I had ever been in
my life. The emptiness in my life was gone. I received so much knowledge,
understanding, and wisdom by reading the bible and praying. I learned
that I had to stop doing certain things that I was doing because by sinning
YOU WILL NOT INHERIT THE KINGDOM OF GOD(1 Corinthians 6:9-10, Galatians
5:19-21). I knew why certain things happened in my life. I understand and
saw when God wanted things His way. He blessed me with so many things. I have
received money, friends, love, happiness, a great church, and He has healed my
body of many things. Now looking back on the days when I never knew Jesus, I
see that He was right beside me at all times. I see how many times He has kept
me safe from dying, getting aids, becoming an alcoholic, drug addict, or
getting into a lot of trouble. I know that I had to go through the certain
things I went through so I can help others who are going through what I went
through. I also feel that God had me go through certain things that I did
because there is someone else out there that isn’t hearing Gods voice and
will only hear mine. Therefore, if I am able to help someone with the pain I
went through its all worth it.
I know God has a great job for me to
do and that is to pass the word onto others. Invite them to church and allow
them to have something I never used to have. Maybe people did tell me who
Jesus was when I was younger, but whoever they are, they planting a seed
within me. It stayed in me all these years and now look at where I am. So now,
this is what I am doing to give back to God for saving my life. I am
talking with people online, at work, at a restaurant, or any chance God gives
me letting him or her know about whom Jesus is. Letting them know they can be
happy if they start to live for Jesus. People can argue about what the bible
has to say, but not one person can argue with what I have been through. With
what I have experienced no one can tell me that it’s not true. God is no
respecter of persons. Romans 2:11, Acts 10:34 He wants to see all make
it to heaven.
Concerning the Holy Ghost, if God
blessed me with His wonderful Spirit, why would you think that you do not
deserve it also? For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all
that are afar off (Acts 2:39). If God had more to offer you, wouldn’t
you want to have that? The question is, “Are you ready to fill that void in
your life with the right thing or keep living your life the way you always
have”? There is more to life then what you know it to be and I thank God
that He has showed mercy, love, and opened my eyes to see the truth. He has
given me a chance to make it to heaven now, to live for eternity with HIM
instead of living in hell forever. That is another question, “do you want to
make it to heaven when you die or be in hell for eternity”? You do not know
what time it will be when you die. I just hope from my heart that you will
accept Jesus into your heart, obey Gods word; accepting the death, burial, and
resurrection of Jesus Christ. If God can do it for me, He can do it for you.
The choice is yours while you are on earth to live for Jesus or Satan.
2 Peter 3:9 The Lord is not
slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is
longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that
all should come to repentance.
I now attend
Ironwood United Pentecostal Church in South Bend. I was invited there the end
of Sept of 2002 and ever since I stepped in the church I knew this was the
church that I am suppose to be at.
If you are unsure
with all I have spoken about, take some time to get that bible of yours and
check it out. I have given scriptures throughout my testimony so you can see
for yourself that everything that has happened to me is the same experience
the apostles went through in the book of Acts in the bible. For the promise is
unto you Acts 2:39. I do not want to see you or anyone else pass this
by and either does GOD. If you are interested in having a bible study,
please contact me at amy15358@aol.com
The testimony of Gary
, 1/1/07
Gary's testimony webpage
As a young boy in Kindergarten and all of the lower grades
of school. I was never really able to "fit in," as they always said. I was the one who had the "Saddle shoes" and the hair parted on the wrong side.
There was much torment, and a lot of pain, I was picked on, especially because I had glasses, big ole Coke bottle glasses. The other
kids did not much care for me to be allowed near them and to have
much part of anything but to be their "Scape goat." I was feeling as suicidal as
they come from the time I was in kindergarten. All the way
through school, whatever little bit I would go was miserable. I was close enough
to the school that I was a walker, and when I was
having so much trouble with the other kids hitting me, and poking me, and
spitting at me and on me, knocking my glasses off, and pushing
me down, I was allowed to leave early each day for the hopes of being gone by
the time the other kids were let out. My sister, one
year older than me was mad and went to bat for me while I was in school and boy
did the make things worse. The truant officers would
come to the house and always give my mom and dad a hard time about my missing so
much school mom would put me on the bus I
would get off the bus the next stop. Finally the school called the courts into
it, and made the file a P. I. N. S. petition Person in need of
supervision. against me. The judge ordered that I was to either go to school as
I was told or that he would ship me off upstate New
York. Things only grew worse, I went to court again, and they took me and put me
upstate. I was 11 yrs old, I saw things happening to kids and things that they would do to one another and I was
terrified. I did not attend school there either, by this time I was
already out of the schooling long enough I did not have the desire to sit and
try to get the understanding that I needed to continue with
school. This place was a large institution; it held about 500 kids and staff
members, from what I can remember. I was always running
away per things were just not very pleasant there. I wanted to be home with my
parents but they had no control over it any longer.
Depression was my closest friend. I did everything that I could do to get thrown
out and hoped that they would send me home from
there. This did not work, I had a long journey in and out of these places, every
once in a while going to stay with my mom and dad and it
just never seemed to be right. I went from place to place, and from town to
town, growing more and more depressed, and more and
more suicidal. After many years of this happening, in and out of group homes,
hospitals, and institutions I was told that after I graduated school I could return home. I took that as my only way out,
finally I was of age to take my GED test, I did so, and passed it well
over the base score for passing. During my stays in these places I was
introduced to depressions buddies, Drinking and Drugs and cigarettes, smoking was a way to fit in, drugs worked better, and
drinking was a filler when I could not find drugs. Once I was able to return to "Regular society," I was only worse than anyone thought off,
for not being prepared to function. I could not hold a job, I was angry
all the time, I was depressed beyond recognition, and it was just a failure
after failure situation. I did not learn how to have relationships, I did not learn how to love, and I did not learn how to do
much of anything but, hold all my pain and frustration in. Resentment built and harbored itself in my depressed mind. There was a
paranoid feeling that EVERYONE was out to get me. No matter
what I did, someone was using me, and people were just setting me up for the
greatest fall of my life. I had trust in everything that
was false and dangerous to me. I would go to AA meetings to find women; I would
go to the crack house looking for acceptance. I would
look for the women in the bars, places of the like. Take a drive looking for
someone to accept me as I was without having to do anything special or have money to blow on Crack, Pot, Crank, and LSD ...
or anything else I had done.
I was
miserable; I turned out to be the town mechanic on most of the poorer people’s
wannabe street car/muscle cars. I would do work
for a "Buzz" or cheap enough to get some weed or some crack, or whatever suited
me for the night. Got mixed in with the crowds of what
the town considered the "Dirt bags" of that day. Through all of that, I was in
and out of work continually. There were some GREAT
jobs that I had, and ruined them. I moved out of state to be with a woman that I
thought was the greatest thing to happen to me. I
stayed with her for about 8 mo. and things did not work out. I came back home,
after a while I was in and out of relationships again. Then a
Job came open in a carnival. I took the job; I was setting up and tearing down
the rides, from site to site. There I met the mother of my
daughter (daughter came about 4 yrs later). We hit it off well, and we dated for
about 6 months. She had a 4 yr. old boy from another
man. Pretty much the way things were for me, I had been marked wherever I went
in whatever I drove, the law was always there busting my chops. Always getting tickets, in trouble for possession, and
or something else. So we decided that we would move out of state,
she happened to have a high school friend that she wanted to come see, her
friend had just had a miscarriage, and she wanted to be
there for her. So, in due time we married, and moved to Arkansas. Things were
always rocky for us; we never had the same goals. I
received many injuries, and was having a hard time with a lot of car troubles,
jobs were not plenty, and money was tight. After a few yrs, my
daughter was conceived, we had a lot of marital troubles, and had moved about 3
times already, and things had only grown worse
and worse. We had split up, and gone our separate ways. During the year that my
daughter was born, I was working a lot of hours,
and doing well for myself, enough to buy a motorcycle. There was a fire at the
duplex I lived in, (the shop building burnt), I took 3 days
off of work in order to clean up the mess. I then brought my bike home, and
during the cleanup process there was apparent damage
to the Lincoln town car I was driving at the time. I took the m/c to work the
next day, 03/09/96, when I was at work, (Chrome plating
plant, temperatures above 100 degrees) there came a cold front in, and it
dropped temperatures to 11 degrees. I attempted to ride
home, and got hypothermia, blacked out, and awoke in the hospital a couple days
later. My wife and I were separated before this, and she
had moved her stuff in with me to help me as I was unable to tend to myself. I
had snapped my Femur bone off (right side), jammed
it into my pelvis, breaking it, and my sacrum, as well as breaking my hip. There
were also head injuries. There was some question as to whether or not I was going to be able to walk, and if I
did, it was going to be most likely with a limp. Our marriage did
not do to well even in that time of need for us to be working
together. After about 2 yrs of recovery and several surgeries, I was able to
walk again, without crutches, and without a wheelchair, and
without assistance. I returned back to the work force about 2 1/2 yrs after the wreck. Within the first 8 yrs of staying in Arkansas, we had moved about
19 times. This was unsettling; our marriage had not gotten any
better. Things were terrible for our marriage had become a dreaded failure, it
was inevitable. The end was going to have to come to all of
that pain and anguish.
Finally
at the year 1998 I had come into the knowledge of the Lord, I was looking for
the only way I knew to be done without making
me live through it. I wanted to take myself out of this life. All that happened
was bringing my lifelong failure streak to the surface again.
This was something I did not want to do; leaving my marriage all the way and
forever seemed too much to bear. I visited after a request
of a man that worked in the area, my church that I now know as my home church. I
went a few times, it was not for me, as I had
allowed my hair to grow for about 15 yrs by that time, and was nothing even
close to being what I thought would go to church. I decided
to leave and not go back, it was about 2 yrs. and a few months later, that I was
driving my car, and just started dreaming of how
successful I wanted to be, that I wanted a home for my family, that was what we
fought so hard about, we had nothing to show for our
work but debt, and pain. I looked up one day, and asked the lord to help me
become successful, that I wanted to be something that could
leave behind a name for me, that I could be recognized as a great person that
accomplished something within his life span. I was compelled to go back to the church, and try it out, this time I was
seeking, I had no idea what was in store for me, and still look back thinking, how merciful God had been to me. Little did I know, my fight
had just begun, my marriage finally collapsed, my whole life as I knew it
was shattered, and all I could do was think, How come all of this has to happen
to me, what have I done so wrong? I was baptized in Jesus name for the remission of my sins (Acts 2:38) rather
quickly, I repented and was speaking in tongues as the spirit gave
the utterance for about 2-3 weeks before I claimed the Holy Ghost. My journey
for the lord was by no means easy, but nor was his up
Calvary's hill for me, by his merciful, and precious grace, I am able to stand
and say, I have not had a drink of alcohol, or done any drugs,
and have kept clean (by deliverance) for 6 plus yrs, and I have been cigarette
free for about 7 1/2 yrs, (cold turkey from about 2 packs a
day). God has been so very good to me and given me custody of my precious
daughter, and has blessed me more than words can
EVER say. I Love him and want to serve him with all my heart, soul, and might. I
have dedicated my daughter to him and look to serve
him all the way through. Many new changes took place in the year 2006 for me. I
am now remarried to my beautiful wife Amy and now my
daughter has a good mother/role model to help me raise her up in the right way.
Thank God For That!!! I hope you have seen the
grace of our lord.
The testimony of Judy Hamby
, 7/19/07
I was raised by loving and responsible parents, the
youngest of three kids, and the only girl. My life was blessed with more
than everything I needed. My parents loved, taught, supported, and
disciplined me. I can't say enough good things about them. They
weren't "religious" people, but we occasionally went to church. When
I was really young we went more often, but by the time I reached 4th or 5th
grade, we didn't seem to have
time. The weekends were busy with sports, travel or other things.
I grew up in a beautiful part of
California
on the coast, with beauty all around. As a child, I was hungry for
God. I knew He must exist, but I struggled with doubts. Evolution
was taught from an early age, and it seemed to reduce God to something much less
than a heavenly Father, and it made the Bible seem more like just a storybook.
We didn't talk much about religion. It just wasn't done in my family. It
was considered a private thing. I do remember my Mom answering my
questions about "where is God?" Or, "how many Gods are
there?" She'd say He is everywhere, and that we believed in one God, and that He was our heavenly Father. She
taught me the Lord's Prayer, and I said it often, up until around the 3rd grade.
My grandmothers both had more faith in God, it attracted me, but I really didn't
talk much to them about it.
Time passed, but my hunger for God remained. Questions about life and
death were in my mind. I was busy in sports, pets, girl scouts,
friends, and school, but I still hungered to know God. In seventh
grade I tried to find God in a confirmation class at the church we rarely went
to, but I seemed to come away with only a little knowledge. I would
pray, " God, if you are there I don't know why you won't talk to me…. You
must be there….." I just felt such an emptiness, and the vastness of the
universe scared me.
Years passed, my hunger for God continued. I threw myself into
friends, sports, and school. I went on to college, and learned to
study hard during the week, participate in sports, and then on the weekends
we'd party. Friday and Saturday nights were party nights.
Thank God nothing in the world - friends, sports, entertainment, partying - nothing
removed the hunger I had for God. Some friends of mine were in a Christian
fellowship on campus call the Navigators. They did a survey on campus
about
religious beliefs, and I did the survey. They followed up with a
Bible study. In that study for the first time I understood that it was my SIN
that separated me from God. I learned that He is love, and that He is
Holy. I realized that my sin was the reason that He couldn't
communicate with me, as I had desired for so long. With a simple
illustration my friend showed me that Jesus bridged the gap between God who
was holy and man who was sinful. The simple but powerful truth dawned in my
understanding that Jesus died in my place, for my sin. I understood
my sin, God's holiness, the reason for the cross - the love of God,
repentance, and forgiveness of sins through the blood of Christ. I
was overjoyed in my newfound faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, and the Gospel -
His death, burial and resurrection for me. That night, I
confessed I was a sinner, turned from sin, and asked the Lord Jesus into my
life.
There was a change in me. I believed! I read the New
Testament. Many questions were answered. The Bible became my favorite
book. Christians became my closest
friends, partying with old friends stopped. I began to go to church
with friends, and depending on where I lived in my course of college, I went to
different types of churches. Different friends along the way helped me on this new journey. I met a few kids
in college who had something called the baptism of the Holy Ghost. They
couldn't tell me scripturally about it, but called it a prayer language. As
I had times of prayer with them, their intimacy and power in prayer "blew
me away." I knew if there was more to experience in God, I wanted it. I
knew the answer to my hunger was the Lord, and my prayer became "Lord I
want a deeper walk with you." I read more in the Bible about
this Holy Ghost baptism. Some
spiritual leaders in churches I had gone to felt the baptism of the Holy Ghost
was only for the early church, and that speaking in tongues was a thing of the
past. Meanwhile, I graduated from college, began to work, continued
to go to church, hungered for more of the Lord. I met a Christian
man, fell in love, and got married. I continued to work, hungering
for more, and studying my Bible. I remember wishing modern day
churches were like the church in the book of Acts. I really wanted to
see that kind of church life!
My life was going OK, but my hunger for God increased. I became sick,
several visits to the doctor and 2 emergency room visits failed to diagnose a
ruptured appendix. I was full of fear. It seemed my
doctors couldn't diagnose me. It felt so strange to be in this state
of sickness and what felt to me like spiritual confusion. I wondered
why my prayers were seemingly unanswered. After 2 weeks or more, a
doctor finally decided to do surgery with an incorrect diagnoses. He
discovered in surgery the real problem, and was amazed to see a wall of scar
tissue keeping the infection contained. I had a rough recovery with
complications, pain, and poor hospital care. I requested the elders of my
Presbyterian church to come and pray for me anointing me with oil. They
did so, and thank God, I began to improve the next day. At that time
I determined to seek God like
never before!
After recovering, I returned to work, part-time. I spent more time in
prayer and in the Word. Then amazingly God sent four spirit-filled
Pentecostal ladies to my place of work. I worked with one and her
walk with God was so much closer than mine. She had a deeper joy,
and such a strong faith in the Lord. I could see she had something
more. She shared with me that the baptism of the Holy Ghost is not a
thing of the past, but for all of us today according to Acts 2:38, 39. After
spending more time studying the Word, it wasn't long until I also received the baptism of the Holy Ghost
with the evidence of speaking in other tongues. It was joy
unspeakable and full of glory! I also obeyed the scriptures and was
baptized in Jesus name for the remission of sins, and experienced a feeling of
being cleansed that amazed me. It wasn't just a church ordinance, but
a wonderful experience of his love and cleansing power.
It is all because of
Calvary
that I could be cleansed and filled like the believers in the early church. It
is my desire to walk closer to Him everyday, and to let others know of His
saving power, and presence in our lives today. He still fills hungry
hearts today!